Well then....I've been paying for this space on a continuum so I figure I might as well use it yeah? (yup!)

Anyhow, I am now officially done with my junior year @ Humboldt State University and have also been officially placed @ Humboldt County Mental Health for my senior year. I have (as you already know if you know me!) been doing hours there for a little less then 2 years on a volunteer basis and that's been really great. Now its official soooooooooo....we'll see how I fare there now!

In addition to learning massive amounts of theory, concepts, and getting better chops for future helping positions, I have also been doing massive amounts of self-care and learning about Psychosynthesis is one such way.

Will Parfitt calls it, "Practical Esoteric Psychology."

Roberto Assagioli (the fella that brought it to fruition in the first place!) calls it, "A psychology with a soul."
I call it golden thus far!....and have been really loving the books that I have regarding this new (to me anyhow!) way of making better sense of myself (or rather, my "I.") and of the world that exists within what Leary and Wilson have defined as my, "reality tunnel!"

Truth be told, Assagioli has based his brand of psychology on the Kabala and used the 10 Sephira as his template for his, "Egg of Consciousness," so, in addition to teaching myself a bit about his mind game I am also taking crash courses in Jewish Mysticism ......Cool! (;o)


I will be posting much more about what I am learning here in the near future but just wanted to start the process of blogging once again during these summer months and between my time in class. I also plan to do some podcasts but we'll just have to see about that one later!

O.k. then.....now I've begun so no more excuses!
(Woot!..........Woooot!)
I will make an attempt to come here often and begin the process of throw'in up my words for all to see. Hope I won't regret it! (hee hee hee.)

In the meantime....Please enjoy (hate? (;o) a new soundscape that I have been working on lately entitled, "From Berlin."

Lat'zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
~JohnnyKat

Well then....after a very long break from "casting"....I'm back y'ahh'lll! I've moved to the Eastside of L.A. and loving my neu room here very much!!!!!! This neighborhood was supposed to be pretty intense as I stay a few blocks from The Hole/White Fence now...... but so far so good! In fact, I walk around here at all hours and no one bugg'z yet. (Knock on wood...knock on wood!!!! (;o) Ohhhhh andddd....I've been accepted to Humboldt State and plan to attend in the fall also!!!! WoooHooo!......so, with one last class left.....(Stat.'s...yuck.) I will exit El Ahhhh for a couple years....but I'll be back.....ohhhhhh yeahhh.....I'll be back alright! The songs played for this show are: The Art Brut - Bang, bang. Rock and Roll. / Bau Haus - She's In Party's. (BBC studios version) / The Pixies - Levitate Me. / Prefuse 73 - Trains On Top of His Game. / Gary Numan - Me, I Disconnect From You. / The Misfits - Astro Zombies. / Butthole Surfers - American Woman. / Adult. - Still Waiting. / and last but not least.....in the very least!....> 100 Flowers - Contributions. Thanks for listening and I hope you all "dig" the cast! Be sure to leave comments one way or the other here!.... Until next time.......> Lat'zzzzzz.

Hey all!....How'zzz it????? Here's the new show.....I'm back to the books now.....nose firmly planted in Algebra II ...Yuck? Yup...yuck. J.K.! I actually like intersection, and union problems! (Is that lame?....yes.) I'll fill you all in on stuff later though k? Cool! Here's the play list: Eater~You!, Cluster~Caramba, Death in June~Nothing Changes, Barbie~Hollow Eyes, Joy Division~She's Lost Control (12" version!), Aphex Twin~Stupid As You, Damned~Neat/Neat/Neat, 100 Flowers~Dyslexia, Wire~Start to Move

"Dannnng~mannn!" + Without further adoooooooo! It's my 6th podcast....!!!!!! My apologies in advance as I ranted a little bit during the course of doing this one but heyyyy.........I'm kind'ahhh mad at the moment. Like I said, apologies in advance and since I'm on that tip....>>>>>>I know that it's taken quite awhile to get this new show up and thanks for your patience in waiting for it! Let me know what'ch'ahhh think o.k.? Cooolllll....Cooool! Here's the playlist y'alll!: Killing Joke - The Wait, The Damned - New Rose, New Pornographers - Laws, WaterLaso - Tonight, Stockastrict - The Cat's P.J.'s, Collapsing New People - Riotatrand, 100 Flowers - I Hate, D.A.F. - Was Ist Eine Welle, Fad Gadget - The Box ...and there you have it!....Enjoy.

O.k. .... o.k.! Here's the latest installment! As you can see I've decided to do this as a bi-monthly show instead of a weekly one. School is a huge priority for me and it must come first soooooo.....doing these casts as an every other week thing will keep it number one! Thanks again for all the feedback via emails, comments at podcastalley, the myspace page, and your phonecalls everybody! As per request, I played "more punk-rock"....(Monica! (;o) ...and will continue to listen to everyone's requests, woes, and wants for future shows. The following is a playlist. Thanks for asking Hell Kiss! (Addicted to Fiction.) Lat'z! ~Fuzzy /////// 5th show playlist: 100 Flowers - Salad of Speech, My Bloody Valentine - Thorn, Gun Club - Sex Beat, Faust - the Sad Skinhead, RIOU - 06, Cranialrectosis - Vagitarian, The Controllers - Jezebel, Richard Hell - Love Comes In Spurts, Plamo - Chime Organ,

Hey all! O.k.....>Without further ado, it's the new fuzzymode show up for grabs! This one is dedicated to my father. He passed a couple of weeks back. He was a pro-boxer during one period of his life so I included International Males version of, "Eye of the Tiger," in addition to dedicating the whole shaaah-bangggg to him. (Thanks for shooting that out to me Diggy!....you're the best'estttt!...and p.s.: You know I'm just joking about you all smelling of cheese...right? right!) My fathers death has been pretty hard but one cool thing that came out of all of it was that I got back in touch with my sis...and vice versa....and that's a super duper, cool thing indeed! I hope that y'all like the show and as always, shoot me emails and make the calls to let me know what you think of "the messssssss." Lat'z. ~Fuzzy

My humblest of apologies to each and every one of you. I recieved a phone call about a week and a half ago from both my sister and mother letting me know that my father passed. As consequence, I haven't done my "casts" for two weeks now. I do plan to continue with my shows...they are on hiatus because my head just isn't "there" at the moment. Please be patient with me and I promise to start back up in the coming weeks. Until then...................Stay tuned. ~Fuzzy

Hello everybody it's week three! WooooHooooooo! First off I'd really like to thank everyone that wrote me E's!!! You guy'z (and gal'z!) are super duperrrrrr and it's great to get your feedback! (Great andd needed....Most definetly!!!) Also: Please keep the songs coming freaksss!!! You have been providing me with some amazing songs indeed!!!!!!..........> Thankyouuuuu....thankyouuuu....thankyou!!!!! Keeeppppp'emmmmm shoot'in my way won't'chah?? Coooool'nezzz!!!! Lastly, enjoy the download and again, let me know what you think! (and if you have any extra time on your hands (....yeahhh...right.....) then please vote for me at podcastalley! Lat'z. ~Fuzzy

Ohhhhh helllll'yeahhhh!!! Here it is!!!.....> and this show is mostly with local bands!!!!!!! I hope you dig it as much as I dug mak'in it!!! Go see Strggle at the Snuggle Factory play Highways in Santa Monica tonight y'ahhhlll!!!....>I'm ssooo soooo sorry that I messed up and told everybody Highland Grounds and not Highways.....Sorryyy Mikey!!!! andd...Claro' que si!....> Drop me an email about what you liked and what you hated o.k.? Cooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!......and Enjoy!!! Thanks again for all the feedback you'z guy'z sent me! But most importantly....> Support Indy/Unsigned music 'cause that's where it's at yo! Lat'z. ~Fuzzy

Here's my first (futile!) attempt at that new fang'leddd Podcasting crap!!!!! I hope that you like it and that you'll write me back with your comments! If you have any music that your band is doing that you'd like me to include then please shoot it out to me!!!!....>I'd love that!!!!! Lat'z. ~Fuzzy P.s.....I haven't forgotten you Demonika'zzz!!!! Nope. I will include you in the next show!!!!! Yup....yup!!